Nightmare

Tuhan..

Aku tau, selalu ada hikmah dibalik cobaanMu..

Selalu ada senyum dibalik kesedihan yg Kau berikan..
 
Selalu ada pelangi disetiap penghujung badai..

 Selalu ada setitik harapan dibalik semua duka..




Tapi aku terlalu lelah untuk merasakan hal ini terus menerus, Tuhan..




Aku capek..


bahkan walau hanya dalam mimpi pun rasanya tetap menyakitkan. Sangat.


Aku tak akan mampu pura-pura kuat selamanya. Tak akan.

"Tiada yg salah, hanya aku manusia bodoh..
Yg biarkan semua ini permainkan ku, berulang-ulang kali..


Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati..
Layaknya karang yg dihempas sang ombak..
...
Tapi sampai kapankah ku harus menanggungnya..
Kutukan cinta ini bersemayam dalam kalbu.."

(Manusia Bodoh - ADA Band)

*After nightmare* *mewek*

Perbedaan Descriptive Text & Report Text

Masih banyak orang yg masih agak susah membedakan antara Descriptive text dan Report text. Termasuk saya. hahaha, kadang bisa kadang tidak sebenarnya..

Kali ini mau coba cari perbedaan2 kedua jenis text ini supaya sayanya lebih paham & nambah pengetahuan yg mampir juga sekalian. :)

Sebenarnya Descriptive text dan Report text intinya sama-sama menggambarkan. Cuma teks descriptif memberi gambaran suatu benda, hewan, atau tempat yang spesifik yang berbeda dengan yang lainnya walaupun jenisnya sama, misal: my cat, my sweet home, dll. Tapi teks report adalah menggambarkan atau menjelaskan tentang ciri ciri objek secara umum atau general yang sifat-sifat atau ciri-cirinya itu berlaku secara umum di berbagai tempat. Contoh: Whale, Cat, elephant. Text report ini bisa kita jumpai di kamus dan ensiklopedia. Ciri-ciri yang khas dari teks report adalah adalah tidak terdapatnya personal pronoun I, My, Our seperti yang lazim kita temui di teks deskriptif.

Contoh-contoh teks deskriptif:

STALLONE

horse

Stallone is a strong horse. It always helps my uncle every morning. It carries any fruits to the market. It has a long tail, strong legs, brown mane, and forelock. It can run fast. It likes fresh grass and sleeps in a clean stable

 

Bandingkan dengan teks REPORT berikut ini!

KANGAROO

kangaroo boxing

A kangaroo is an animal found only in Australia, although it has a smaller relatives called wallaby, which lives on the Australian islands of Tasmania and also in New Guinea. The large types of kangaroo are the great grey kangaroos and the red ones.

Kangaroo eats grass and plant. It has short front legs. However, its back legs are very long and strong. These it uses for sitting and jumping. Kangaroo has been known to make forward jumps of over eight meters and leaps across the fence more than three meters high. It can also run at speed of 45 kilometers per hour.

 Ini Perbandingan Langsungnya :)

	Descriptive Text	Report Text
Pengertian	Sebuah teks yang memberikan penjelasan hal yang lebih khusus	Sebuah teks yang memberikan penjelasan hal yang lebih umum
Contoh	Music Box Music boxes are small instrument that play tunes by themselves. The music-making parts of a music box are a cylinder and a row of metal teeth of different lengths. A spring or a set of wheels turns the cylinder.	Music Music is sound put into pleasing or interesting patterns. People use music for a part of ceremonies, such as religious services, parades, and weddings. People also use music to show their feelings and ideas.
Tujuan	Untuk memberikan informasi, menggambarkan, atau menjelaskan fenomena khusus tentang berbagai hal, baik masalah lingkungan, pendidikan, sosial, politik, budaya dan sebagainya.	Untuk memberikan informasi, menggambarkan, atau menjelaskan fenomena umum  tentang berbagai hal, baik masalah lingkungan, pendidikan, sosial, politik, buday dan sebagainya.
Struktur Teks	·         Identification: berisi informasi umum beserta klasifikasinya. ·         Description : Penjelasan lebih lanjut tentang sifat, ciri, bentuk dan penjelasan lainnya. ·         Menggunakan simple present	·         Identification: berisi informasi umum beserta klasifikasinya. ·         Description : Penjelasan lebih lanjut tentang sifat, ciri, bentuk dan penjelasan lainnya. ·         Menggunakan simple present

Gampangnya lagi....

REPORT TEXT - Music dan DESCRIPTIVE TEXT - Music Box

REPORT TEXT - Umum dan DESCRIPTIVE TEXT - Khusus

REPORT TEXT - Keluarga dan DESCRIPTIVE TEXT -Ibu

REPORT TEXT - Binatang dan DESCRIPTIVE TEXT -  Kucing

Yaaaahhh, sepertinya dapat dimengerti dan dapat sedikit pencerahan. mudah-mudahan anda-anda mengerti sudah, karna saya sudah dan mau pakai text ini untuk bahan penelitian saya nanti,  Wish me luck yah :)))

cr : http://www.englishindo.com/2012/01/report-text-atau-descriptive-text.html

     

 

Marry You :)

RAP
(Hyuk)
Love, oh baby my girl
Geudan naui jeonbu neunbu shige areumdaun
Naui shinbu shini jushin seonmul
Haengbokhangayo geudaeui kkaman neuneseo nunmuri heureujyo
Kkaman meori pappuri dwol ddaekkajido
Naui sarang naui geudae saranghal deoseul na maengsehalgeyo
Love, oh baby my girl
You are my everything
My dazzlingly beautiful bride
You are a gift from god
We'll be very happy, your black eyes well up with tears
Even if your black memerizing hair turns white
My love, you my love, I swear I love you

(Min)
Geudaereul saranghandaneun malpyeongsaeng maeil haejigo shipeo
Saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life
(Wook)
Would you marry me? Neol saranghago akkimyeo saragaro shipeo
Would you marry me? I want to love you, treasure you, and live with you
(Kang)
Geudaga jami deul ddaemada nae pare haewojugo shipeo
I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep
(Heech)
Would you marry me? Ireon naui maeum heorakhaejurae?
Would you marry me? With this heart of mine, will you accept me?

(Kyu)
Pyeongsaeng gyeote isseulge, I do
Neol saranghaneun geol, I do
To accompany you for the whole lifetime, I do
To love you, I do
(Ye)
Neungwa biga wado akkyeojuyeonseo, I do
Neoreul jikyeojulge, my love
Regardless of snow and rain, i will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

RAP
(Hae)
Hayan deureseureul ipeun geudae teokshidoreul ipeun naui moseup
Balgeoreumeul matchumteo geodneun uri jeo dalnimgwa byeore, I swear
Geojitmal shilheo uishimshilheo
Saranghaneun daui gongju, stay with me
You wearing the white bridal gown, me wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest princess, stay with me

(Won)
Uriga naireul meogeodo useumyeo saragago shipeo
Even if we are becoming older, we will smile and live on
(Teuk)
Would you marry me? Naui modeun nareul hamkke haejurae?
Would you marry me? Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

(Ryeo)
Himdeulgo eoryeowodo, I do
Neul daega isseulga, I do
No matter how weary and tired we are, I do
I will always be by your side, I do
(Ye)
Uri hamkkehaneun malheun nal dongan, I do
maeil gamsahalge, my love
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

(Kyu)
Orae jeonbuteo neoreul wihae junbuhan
Nae sone bitnaneun banjireul badajwo
I have prepared this (ring) for you since a long time ago,
Please take this shiny ring in my hand
(Ye)
Oneulgwa gateun mameuro jigeumui yaksok gieohalge
Would you marry me?
Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we're making now
Would you marry me?

(Min)
Pyeongsaeng gyeote isseulge, I do
Neol saranghaneun geol, I do
Neungwa biga wado akkyeojuyeonseo, I do
Neoreul jikyeojulge, I do...
To accompany you for the whole lifetime,I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, I do...

RAP
(Hyuk)
Naega geudaeeoge deuril geoseun sarangbakke eopjyo
Geujeo geuppuningeol bujalgeoseopjyo
Seotureoboigo malhi bujokhaedo naui sarang
Naui geudae jikyeojulgeyo
Hangajiman yaksokhaejurae? Museunil isseodo
Uri seoro saranghagido... geuppuniya
The only thing that I can give you is love
Although it's insignificant
Even though there are areas which I lack
I will protect the love between us, me and you
Let's make a promise, no matter what happens we will still be in love
And even so...

(Background)
I do
Neul daega isseulga, I do
Uri hamkkehaneun malheun nal dongan, I do
Maeil gamsahalge, my love
I do
I will always be by your side, I do
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

(Ryeo)
Nawa gyeolhanhaejurae? I do
Will you marry me? I do

 SUPER JUNIOR

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Dear God...

Dear God...

Thanks for the life that you have given for me...

May be sometimes I say that "my life is svck"...

but I (actually) know, its happens for a reason, I'm so sorry...

 

Please give me strength, sometimes I feel sick of these all, but I don't wanna give up...

I know you will always be there for me...

Don't let them know my weaknesses...

I just wanna share my happiness, 'coz my name is 'Ria', right?

I just wanna borrow your hands to grab mine... 

to lead me choose the right decision... to erase my tears...

Do You mind, God..??

Yes, You do...

I know You're The Best One, no one can understand me like You...

All of my fears, my tears, my thinks, my problems, my happiness, my joyfull all is Yours...

Please... 

Please... 

Please...

Don't ever leave me alone...

and I know You Won't...

:')

At Least I Still Have You (Korean + trans)

[Kyuhyun] gudael angoso sumul momchuni
jagun okkaewiui tollim majyo nukkilsu isso
[Zhou Mi] dununi to mutgo isso isaram matnunji
na guroda hagetji

[Donghae] sewori hullo naiga dulgo
gudae gomun moriwiehuinnuni puryojindwi
[Ryeowook] naui dununi huryojyo sumi mojoonun
gusungan hamkeigil

[All] sarang itorok arumdaun mari
dangshinigie ganunghaetdon sarmi
naegen sesange dokun gijokgathunil
gurigo selsu omnun gu yaksokgwa
dangshinul manna chotnarui haessalgwa
guhyanggi majyo modu giokhaltheni

[Siwon] gudael angoso sumi momchuni
bulgun nunmurwie ongi majyo nukkilsu isso
[Henry] naui dununi huryojyo
sumi mojoonun gusungan hamkeigil

[Ryeowook] sarang itorok arumdaun mari
dangshinigie ganunghaetdon sarmi
naegen sesange dokun gijokgathunil
[Zhou Mi] gurigo selsu omnun gu yaksokgwa
dangshinul manna chotnarui haessalgwa
guhyanggi majyo modu giokhalteni

[Henry] uriegen nomu swipjianhun sesang
ajujamshirado morojilka duryowooo
[Kyuhyun] charari onuri naui sarmi kutnaborinun narimyon
heojimdo obsultende
(Kyuhyun: gudae~)

[All] sarang itorok arumdaun mari
(Ryeowook: Whoa oh oh~~)
dangshinigie (Kyuhyun: dangshinigie) ganunghaetdon sarmi
naegen sesange (Kyuhyun: Oh Ooooh oooh~~)
dokun gijokgathunil
gurigo (Ryeowook:Ahh~~ gu yaksokgwa) selsu omnun gu yaksokgwa
dangshinul manna chotnarui haessalgwa
guhyanggi majyo modu giokhaltheni (Ryeowook: Oh~~~)

[Kyuhyun] yongwonhi~ yongwonhi~


:: KOREAN VERSION TRANSLATION ::

With you in my arms
I stop breathing
The small shiver on your shoulder
I can even feel them
Both eyes are asking again
if this is the right person
I would say it is

As time passes
and I grow older
After the top of your black hair
becomes sprinkled with white snow
until both of my eyes become blurry
when my breath becomes labored
That moment, I wish to be together

Love...
A word as lovely as this
Because it's you, that a life was possible
To me in this world was a big miracle
And....
Those innumerable promises
and after meeting you the first day's sunlight
Even that scent, I will remember

With you in my arms
I stop breathing
The warm air above those red tears
I can even feel it
Until both of my eyes become blurry
When my breath becomes labored
That moment, I wish to be together

Love...
A word as lovely as this
Because it's you, that a life was possible
To me in this world was a big miracle
And....
Those innumerable promises
and after meeting you the first day's sunlight
Even that scent, I will remember

A world that is not so easy for us
I'm afraid we will separate even for a small moment
I would rather today is the day my life ends
then there will be no separation

Love...
A word as lovely as this
Because it's you, that a life was possible
To me in this world was a big miracle
And....
Those innumerable promises
and after meeting you the first day's sunlight
Even that scent, I will remember

Forever.....forever.....

-Super Junior M-

 

Blue Tomorrow [Korean Version]

ROMANIZATION

[Kyuhyun]
naeirimyeon uriga mannadeon
jeo gil motungiro nan dasineun gal su eomneun geojyo
[Zhoumi]
naeirimyeon achime nuneul tteo
jeil meonjeo geudael dasineun tteoollyeoseon andoejyo

[Ryeowook]
ijen (geudaen haengbokhangayo)
nareul (ijeul su isseonnayo)
ajik naui ipgae maemdoneun geudaeui ireum

[Hangeng]
naeirimyeon geudaen nareul tteonago
[Siwon]
naeirimyeon naui kkumdo tteonago
naneun eotteoke haeya hajyo
[Henry] geudaen eotteoke nal ijeul su innayo
[Kyuhyun]
sigani jinagado geudael itji motamyeon
nan eolmana deo ureoya hajyo (oh~ no)
[Henry] ijen geudael saranghaneunde

[Hangeng]
nae bange modeun geotdo
jageun haendeupon sok sajindo geudael gieok hana bwa

[Zhoumi]
beorigo (naui modeungeol beorigo)
jiugo (neoui modeungeol jiugo)
hajiman geudaen machi mabeopcheoreom nal ikkeulgo gajyo

[Siwon]
ajikdo nan geudael saranghaneunde
[Donghae]
naegen ojik geudaeman boineunde
eotteoke ijeul su innayo
[Henry] naneun ajikdo geudael saranghaneunde
[Ryeowook]
saranghaedo doelkkayo animyeon tteonalkkayo
eonjekkajirado gidaril teni (oh~ no)
[Siwon] dasi naege doraoneun nalkkaji

[Zhoumi]
eojeui naui yeojaro dorawa jul sun eomnayo
geudael wihae haejun ge nan neomu eobtjyo
[Ryeowook] manhi himdeulgeman hago
[Kyuhyun] ijeya sarangeul alge dwaenneunde oh~

[Hangeng] naeirimyeon geudaen nareul tteonago
[Siwon]
naeirimyeon naui kkumdo tteonago
naneun eotteoke haeya hajyo
[Henry] geudaen eotteoke nal ijeul su innayo
[Kyuhyun]
sigani jinagado geudael itji anheumyeon
dasi naegero geudae wajugetjyo (oh~ no)

[Donghae] ajikdo nan geudael saranghaneunde
[Zhoumi]
naegen ojik geudaeman boineunde
eotteoke ijeul su innayo
[Ryeowook]
saranghaedo doelkkayo animyeon tteonalkkayo
eonjekkajirado gidaril teni (oh~ no)
naege dasi dorawa..
[Kyuhyun] geudael saranghamnida

ENGLISH

Kyu Hyun : If up till tomorrow, where we met
That road, I can’t seem to walk pass that corner anymore
Zhou Mi : If up till tomorrow, while opening my eyes in the morning
I’m not allowed to think of you first

Ryeo Wook : Now
Dong Hae : Are you happy?
Ryeo Wook : Can you
Dong Hae : Forget me?
Ryeo Wook : Yet your name lingers at the side of my lips

Han Kyung : If up till tomorrow you have to leave me
Si Won : If up till tomorrow, my dreams also have to leave me
What can I do to make it better?

Henry : How can you forget me?
Kyu Hun : Even if time passes, and I can’t forget you
How long do I still need to cry? Oh no…
Henry : Until now, I still love you

Han Kyung : All the things in my room
Even the small photos on my phones
Is also making me worry about you

Zhou Mi : Abandon
Henry : Abandon my all
Zhou Mi : Wipe away
Henry : Wipe away my all
Zhou Mi : Except you are like magic, still bound to me

Si Won : Yet I still love you
Dong Hae : To me, I can still only see you
What can I do to forget?
Henry : I still love you

Ryeo Wook : Can I still love you?
Unless I have to leave
No matter till when,
I definitely will wait oh no…
Si Won : Until the time you return to my side

Zhou Mi : Can’t you return to be my girlfriend like yesterday?
There is nothing I can do for you
Ryeo Wook : But can only make you really tired
Kyu Hyun : I now know what is love oh…

Han Kyung : If up till tomorrow you have to leave me
Si Won : If up till tomorrow, my dreams also have to leave me
What can I do to make it better?

Henry : How can you forget me?
Kyu Hun : Even if time passes, and I can’t forget you
How long do I still need to cry? Oh no…
Dong Hae : Until now, I still love you

Zhou Mi : To me, I can still only see you
What can I do to forget?

Ryeo Wook : Can I still love you?
Unless I have to leave
No matter till when,
I definitely will wait oh no…
Return to my side again

Kyu Hyun : I still love you…

-Super Junior M-

Me! (Korean Version)

ROMANIZED

[Siwon]
hok si gahm chuh wat dun guh nee
nuh eh ma eum ee (Donghae-nuh eh geu ma eum ee)
byun hae ga go it neun gul mal ya

[Kyuhyun]
noo goon ga si gan ul deh dol ryuh joon da myun
a kkoo hee mee hae jee neun nuh eh
ye peun uhl gool ul ke ryuh no ah dool ten dae

[Hankyung]
nan koon ul koon guhl ga
nuh eh wooseum gwa kin kin bam deul do

[Donghae]
ah moo eeh mee uhp neun deut jum jum duh mul uh jyuh gat jee

[All]
It’s gonna be me
[Siwon]
yung won hee neh gyut eh suh

[All]
It’s gonna be me

[Donghae]
muh moo reuh go sip en na ya
[Henry]
heun deul li jee ma jeh bal na reul kkok jap go issuh ee byul ee ran da sin up neun guh ya

[All] It’s gonna be me

[Hankyung]
nuh eh noon mool dak ah jool gae

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Ryeowook]
eeto rok nuh reul won ha go eet neun na ya
[Kyuhyun]
sa rang keuh ee sang eh gut duh won ha jee do ana
[All]
nuhl ee rut gae kee da ree go issuh

[Ryeowook]
It’s gonna be me

[Zhoumi]
gwen chan ah nuh reul mee woh ha jee neun ana
geh juh jam see jee chut eul poon yah
nuh neun ke li gang han sa ram ah nin guhl

[Ryeowook]
uhn jae boo tuh il ga woo li mo seup do byun hae ga na bwa
[Kyuhyun]
seul peum jeum eun mo reh neun uh reun ee deh uh ga jan ah

[All]
It’s gonna be me
[Hankyung]
yung won hee neh gyut eh suh

[All]
It’s gonna be me

[Donghae]
muh moo reuh go sip en na ya

[Henry]
sa rang keuh ee sang eh gut duh won ha jee do ana
nuhl ee rut gae kee da ree go issuh

[Zhoumi]
weh duh ah peun gul ga noon mool ee heul ruh
nuh reul bol soo ga uup suh

[Kyuhyun]
ship jee ana nuh moo heun han sa rang han dan mal jo cha
[Ryeowook]
jee geum eep sool an eh ga deuk cha issuh

[All] It’s gonna be me

[Zhoumi]
ee byul ee ran up neun guh ya
[Donghae]
Don’t wanna say good bye.
[Ryeowook]
gi da ree get suh un je ka jee na

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Siwon]
영원히 네 곁에서 Forever by your side,
yung won hee neh gyut eh suh

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Donghae]
muh moo reuh go sip en na ya
[Henry]
heun deul li jee ma jeh bal na reul kkok jap go issuh ee byul ee ran da sin up neun guh ya

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Hankyung]
nuh eh noon mool dak ah jool gae

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Ryeowook]
eeto rok nuh reul won ha go eet neun na ya
[Kyuhyun]
sa rang keuh ee sang eh gut duh won ha jee do ana
[All]
nuhl ee rut gae kee da ree go issuh

It’s gonna be me

TRANSLATION

[Siwon] Were you hiding that from me(Donghae-Your heart)
That your heart is changing

[Kyuhyun] If someone could turn back time
I would be able to draw out your pretty face that is fading out
[Hankyung] Was I dreaming?
All your smile and long nights
[Donghae]
were becoming far off,as if they meant nothing to me
[All]
It’s gonna be me
[Siwon]
Forever by your side,
[All]
It’s gonna be me

[Donghae] I want to stay.
[Henry] Don’t waver please.Hold me tight.There is no more breakup.
[All] It’s gonna be me

[Hankyung] I will wipe your tears away.
[All] It’s gonna be me
[Ryeowook]
I want you this much
[Kyuhyun] I don’t want anything more than love
[All]
I’m waiting for you like this

[Ryeowook]
It’s gonna be me
[Zhoumi] It’s okay.Not that I don’t like you.
Just exhausted a little.
You’re not that of a strong person.

[Ryeowook]
Since when have we been changing?
[Kyuhyun] We are becoming adults who don’t know sadness

[All]
It’s gonna be me
[Hankyung] For every by your side,
[All]
It’s gonna be me

[Donghae]
I want to stay.
[Henry] I don’t want anything more than love.
I’m waiting for you like this.

[Zhoumi]
Why does it hurt more?
I can’t see you because of tears falling.

[Kyuhyun]
It’s not easy.Even the common words I love you
[Ryeowook] Are full inside my lips

[All] It’s gonna be me

[Zhoumi]
There is no such thing as breakup.
[Donghae]
Don’t wanna say good bye.
[Ryeowook] I will wait for you.Forever.Oh I’m loving you
[All] It’s gonna be me
[Siwon] Forever by your side,
[All] It’s gonna be me
[Donghae] I want to stay.
[Henry] Don’t waver please.Hold me tight.There is no more breakup.
[All] It’s gonna be me
[Hankyung] I will wipe your tears away

[All] It’s gonna be me
[Ryeowook] I want you this much.
[Kyuhyun] I don’t want anything more than love.
[All] I’m waiting for you like this.
It’s gonna be me

Super Junior M :)
(cr : http://fionavalentina.blogspot.com/2010/05/super-junior-m-me-korean-version-lyric.html) 

Dear Grandma...

Dear my beloved Grandma…

I miss you, grandma…

I miss you much…

Nggak terasa mbah putri udah hampir 1000 hari ninggalin kami…

Semua keluarga bakal ngumpul d Plumbon, Tawang Mangu pada hari tsb, tapi kami gk bisa, mbah… maaf… L

Masih banyak kewajiban yg harus kami lakukan disini, terutama ry sama papa… L

I love you grandma…

Ry tau, Ry bukanlah tipikal orang yg bisa ngungkapka perasaan secara blak-blakan, tapi semoga aja mbah tau klo ry sayang banget sama mbah putri…

Mbah putri salah satu orang yg paling Ry saying, mbah tau kan…???

Mbah putri tuu gk pernah memandang ry dengan sebelah mata, gk kaya yg lain…

Mbah putri jg gk pernah banding2kan ry dengan ayu, gk ky yg lain…

Mbah putri gk memperlakukan ry ky penjahat waktu ry salah, gk ky yg lain…

Mbah putri gk pernah menjelek2an keluarga kecil kami, gk kaya yg lain…

Mbah putri ngerti banget beban ry kecil yg harus hidup terpisah dengan orang tua dan harus tinggal ‘orang lain’ yg walopun masih saudara, rasanya tetap aja beda…

Mbah putri juga masih perhatian banget dengan ry walo kita harus hidup terpisah jarak dan bisa hapal kebiasaan2 ry dalam sekejab, nda banyak orang yg ky gtu, mbah… orang yg benar2 sayang ry…

Ry kangen gimana biasanya mbah ngejek ry nelpon… ry selalu aja bilang “Mbah… HE HE, apa kabar?” mpe mbah bilang “kowe ki nek nelpon kok yo ono ‘HE HE’ ngono yo?” dan tapi abis itu mbah malah jadi ikutang bilang “HE HE” terus ketawa, juga tiap nelpon L

I miss you much, mbah…

Ingat banget pertama kali dengar mbah masuk rumah sakit dan tiba2 pergi di subuh itu…

Mungkin kalo diliat sekilah mata, ry orang yg paling tenang dan seakan nda merasakan apa2 atas berita itu…

Ry duduk tenang, ngliatin papa yg lagi buru2 packing, ry diam aja waktu si ayu share dan flashback tentang mbah , ry marah & ngebentak ayu waktu ayu ngomong  terus2an ngomong ttg mbah berjam2… tp pada kenyataannya??

Ry t bingung mw ngapain, ry panic, sedih, pengen banget ikut papa k solo ngeliat mbah untuk terakhir xnya, pengeeeeenn bangett.. t pry gk mau nyusahin papa dan buat dy tambah sedih, makaya ry diam aja…

Ry juga bukannya benci dan nda mau ngenang mbah waktu ayu dengan bawelnya cerita2 ttg mbah, tp ry sedih, ry iri, kalo tau ayu lebih tau ttg mbah karna dy pernah tinggal dengan mbah, t pry cm tau dikit…

Ry cm tau mbah sayang sama ry, itu aja.

Abis ngebentak ayu, ryngunci diri kamar, seharian nangi mpe mata bengkak…

I love you granda, swearrrr….

Seriussss…

Mbah tau banget ry orangnya slengekan dan jarang serius, tp mbah tau kalo itu semua Cuma untuk melupakan segala beban dan kesedihan ry yg kadang hanya bisa ry simpan sendiri karna nda terbiasa dan susah percaya dengan orang…

Tapi, kali ini, jujurrr, beneran mbah, ry sayang sm mbah, hehehe :’)

Ry tau mbah d sana udah bahagia sama eyang kakung…

Mbah gk kesepiankan d sana?

Ry tau Tuhan Yesus itu baik, Yesus lebih sayang sama mbah, makanya Dia ambil mbah cepat2 biar mbah bahagia sama2 dengan eyang kakung d sana… iya kan mbah…  

" You're in the arms of the angel

 may you find some comfort here    "

Masih sama seperti dulu, lagu “ANGEL”nya Sarah McLachlan ini tetap ry persembahkan untuk mbah, I love you mbah, MUCH! :*